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Hello Again, I Guess

So, apparently my last post was in 2017. Pretty much everyone has moved on from blogging (or at least they have moved to other platforms). It is for this reason that I have decided to write here again. So many things (some amazing, some terrible) have happened since my last post and this is personally meant to be a cathartic post. Heh. Look at me trying to explain to you my private thoughts. Anyway, yeah, this is just to clear my head a little. It's a bit wild to think my last article was so long ago, but also somehow so recent. I was halfway through my Computer Science degree in 2017. I have since graduated, alhamdulillah. But that is not the catharsis of this article. The catharsis is that I feel overwhelmed by anxiety and uncertainty. It's is almost 3am and I am trying to work on a personal project because I have left it too long, and I have disappointed someone very close and dear to me in not completing it. I understand it is my own shortcoming laziness that has pre...